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Oh, 2010....

I pretty much just lost my job....this is just fantastic.

It's Almost Over

This year has seriously been the most emotionally exhausting year of my life, so far at least. I've experienced the lowest of lows, but I've also experienced a lot of good. It has been a roller coaster ride for sure. I'm ready for this year to be over. I really don't want to go into detail as to what happened earlier this year, but it was definitely life changing. My life is going to be different for the next couple of years. At first I was really upset, it seriously felt like it was the end of the world for me, which in reality, it wasn't. A stupid mistake was made, and I've learned from it. I'm actually kind of glad it happened. With that and being flat broke, to not being able to transfer out of my college because I didn't pass one class, it was just overwhelming. Everything just happened all at once and I was so unhappy for a few months. I felt totally pathetic, like I had nothing going for me. I felt like I hadn't accomplished anything with my life. I've never felt like that before. I then realized that everything happens for a reason. Things could have been way worse, and maybe everything that had happened was some sort of sign that it just wasn't the right time to start a new chapter in my life. Eventually things started to look up. I got some money from a car accident I was in when I was 19. I got promoted at work, and school started to look promising.

I still feel like I'm in a funk though. Because I'm still dealing with the consequences of what happened. I'm just waiting for it to be all over. I'm waiting for this year to be over and start a whole new year, fresh! I'm really excited actually. I just wanted things to change, but now I'm going to have to wait, and it's okay I guess. Things will eventually fall into place. I was planning on doing so many things! And now things have been put on hold, and it just sucks. I just hope 2011 will be nicer to me. I am so lucky to have had my family and Christian by my side. I just want to feel proud and accomplished.

Halloween 2010

Had a blast on Halloween! Hope you all did as well.

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Hello

I've been really busy with school and work! So here are some more pictures ffrom my birthday last month!

I love French Macaroons! Lovely gift from my friend Tiff.

Christian and I!

My besties and I being silly.

Nessa and I.

Ramon and I!



Birthday  Girl



Portrait shot with Margaret.

Steph!

Tiff.<3

Lovely couples!

Overall a really fun night!

Another Year Older

Busy

Busy past few weeks! I went from having 3 days of work, to working 6 days a week. I'm so happy I have this weekend off to celebrate my birthday! Tomorrow is my little sister Briana's birthday. She's having a little shindig at our place with her friends. She's turning 20! It's so crazy to me how she's not little anymore, and has a job and all that stuff. I know we're only 2 years apart, but still.

Saturday I will be celebrating my birthday! My friends and the BF are meeting up at my place and we're going to have some food and drinks before we head out. It should be fun. Piano Bar here we come! I'm actually scared for my life. I really don't want them shoving drinks down my throat. I want to actually remember this birthday, unlike last year. Turns out, two of my good friends aren't coming. I'm kind of bummed since they said they would come. Oh well, I kind of figured.

Sunday I'm going out to dinner with my family. My sister and I always celebrate our birthdays together, so it's our birthday dinner. We're going to The Hungry Cat in LA. It's a seafood bar! I love seafood! It should be cute and delicious.

And Monday is my actual birthday! I'm having lunch with my friends at our local pizza joint called Lampost Pizza! Their pizza is soo good! I'm definitely going to cheat that day and eat all the pizza and bread sticks I want. My birthday only comes once a year, so why not? I don't eat those kinds of things all the time.
Then, Christian and I are going out at night since he works during the day. I have no idea what we're doing, but he better plan something nice. ;] I'm kidding, I don't care what we do as long as I get to spend the last half of my birthday with him.

I'm sure I'm going to have tons of pictures to show!